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TREADING BLEU ALBUM chameleon music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 low crimson sage of yesterdays colored by cold flow of light betray to twist and fade words stuck to your tongue reply in tones of stay like interchange drifting in two why do i (open my heart and) feel it (but don't fail me) i need (a little direction) go with sunlight fading pull the shades down over my eyes no to what you say from green to grey in the blink of an eye goodbye to broken wings those wishful things to realize i'm going down (open my heart and) feel it (but don't fail me) i need (a little direction) no (broken my heart and) i feel (i'm never going back again) i need (a little direction) .................................................................... return to top tuesdays music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 oh, tuesdays they're drifting over me god in this dead light i lay low waiting for something... and i'm tucked in tight and safe here inside your grave and there's some more wastin' in my heart today (yeah, yeah, yeah) i'm goin' southbound babe the outside is in sight now and i'm so tired of playing while you're running in strange designs these things we ratify my dreams are left to die well i did the sin i wanted now i'm trying to find my way back home oh, tuesdays they're hanging over me and in this still life i wait and i paint incessantly if i've told you once i've told you a thousand times and i hold the answer, well it isn't hard to find it.... (yeah, yeah, yeah) i'm goin' southbound babe the outside is in sight now and i'm so tired of playing while you're running in strange designs these things we ratify my dreams are left to die well i did the sin i wanted now i'm trying to find my way back home oh, tuesdays they're wasting over me and in this denial i wait with my friend eternity and i've got nothin' left to say to you boy, you know and it's such a shame now you're drowning in the flow, well... (yeah, yeah, yeah) i'm goin' southbound babe the outside is in sight now and i'm so tired of playing while you're running in strange designs these things we ratify my dreams are left to die well i did the sin i wanted now i'm trying to find my way back home i'm just debating fate trying to find my way back home .................................................................... return to top drift music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 i lie in bed and drift away away try to recollect what slipped away and all my wandering has left me here... i know i know and all these years you've spent breaking down my walls my walls just to build your own and watch me fall and all my wandering has left me here... (and the darkness is closing in on all i could have been) after all i've done for you for you i guess this is my thanks no thanks to you 'cause this is nothing and i deserve so much more yeah this is nothing and i deserve so much more i know i know i lie in bed and drift away...... .................................................................... return to top that i didn't music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 sin, there's something about today walkin' contradictions and time spent played there's no sign of callin' you're turning you're pushing me down down but i didn't lie that i didn't, boy so don't waste my time you got my life in rhyme... i bet it took you by suprise given indescretions and time spent blind you pull back the curtain so stellar, to show me that cupid lies bent with broken arrow now but i didn't lie that i didn't, boy so don't waste my time you got my life in rhyme... calmly slip down you're running from me with all that you stole singing, you got me tapped out you got me right there it's catapulting up and over me you got your tattoos i got my hands tied assimilating what you thought would be my life in rhyme... you got me right there you got me tapped in i see you throwing it up and over me you got your tattoos i got my hands tied assimilating what you thought would be and your star divine in the middle i see you there you're running down in time you're running out well, ditto ditto .................................................................... return to top level off music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 into the darkness i wander, i ponder through the depths of my ocean, a shining liar reaching out for somethin' that you couldn't quite make out a sad lullaby shot down by the sun as you wait on your altar and i climb to the edge just to reach her, my daughter and on the way down i hope you put some weight on i hope you level off always searching for something, never knowing there's nothing nothing more you can be if you can't be yourself and i fear for you as the north wind blows through something is so wrong but i tried many times to release you, to believe you but the truth of it is girl, there's no truth in mine and on the way down i hope you put some weight on i hope you level off oh and on my way down there is no love always on my way down no, i can't hear you but i count all my soldiers in a row and the sand through our fingers has sifted like so and despite all your gifts i'm still running away straight into the next one so i'll dance with your fever your serpents, your demons your impossible truths that play dead in your eyes and on the way down yeah, i hope you put some weight on i hope you level off oh and on my way down there is no love always on my way down no, i can't hear you (i'm pretending it's all that i wanted to be) tired and lonely, tired and lonely you'll finally show me where to go and on the way down i hope you put some weight on i hope you level off oh and on my way down there is no love always on my way down no, i can't hear you .................................................................... return to top closest to forever music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 the closest to forever fell from just left of that star the one you pointed out to me on the night it all came crashing down between trees, drifting, pulled as the wind swept along i'm left alone as you turn to run from your own shadow take me down to the river shake me from this fever all of my life lies here before you now pictures line my floor from the times before i'm still sittin' here wondering why the story had to fail (?) it all came crashing down between things, yeah i know what it means to be left here with this bitterness as you turn to run from your own shadow take me down to the river shake me from this fever all of my life lies here before you now and all my dreams they're deceiving me yeah, they're turning and they're running away and all my dreams are missing and the rest is just left of star and i run to this take me down to the river shake me from this fever all of my life (lies) here before you now .................................................................... return to top kill the way music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 in life in a song in a lightwave monochrome all the lies i found on the way back down in a dream in a sound in a whole life wandering til now i waved to you found my way back down all the dreams we thought we'd share and the tantric thoughts of a solemn stare are all weighted on my way back down my way back down you could read my mind or leave my kind alone... kill the way of our love .................................................................... return to top abstract music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 i'm realizing now that my walls are wearing thin translucent are my memories and the days in which they've been pretending not to notice as the feelings slip away digging deep within my hollow heart that you left without a trace color me abstract my thoughts are askew and bleeding let the truth wash over now i'm so tired of believing and throw away the yesterdays that never had a meaning while you sanctify your excuses without any signs of redeeming anything and everything and all the things you pushed away at least i'm good at knowing now good at fading away crawling back inside this shell that clings to me and calls me still color me abstract my thoughts are askew and bleeding let the truth wash over now i'm so tired of believing and throw away the yesterdays that never had a meaning (i'm hiding away inside...) i just lie still now pretend again it's better to be off this way come on and seal me over so i never have to know my fate or perhaps this is that and all the signs have told me so maybe i'll finally listen to reason and decide to go color me abstract my thoughts are askew and bleeding let the truth wash over now i'm so tired of believing and throw away the yesterdays that never had a meaning .................................................................... return to top treading bleu music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 on a dream of yesterday come the words he dare not say and it all just bleeds away they come and go treading bleu on the dreams we made running out to catch the wave under breath he holds the name they come and go they come and go (two yeah) reaching out i feel your pain calling restless words in vain under skies that melt to grey they come and go they come and go (two yeah) .................................................................... return to top alibi music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 alibi whispers you know where he was you've got my back (yeah) consequential this evidence and i bide my time trippin' on insignificance divided what you know insanity recognized steppin' up to say oh, and when, when will you come out and play again? no, no, when? when will you come out and play again? over my head descending until nothing crosses over (this time) there's nothing left to say oh, and when, when will you come out and play again? no, no, when? when will you come out and play again? .................................................................... return to top always said music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 you always played your cards right and i always held on a little too tight always said the words you weren't saying goodbye, love i'll be alright goodnight may your dreams lead you to something something out there better than what i could never be throwing caution to the wind and watch you drift away again as i slip inside my mind to find you waiting waiting.... goodbye, love i'll be alright goodnight may your dreams lead you to something something out there better than what i could never be what i could never be you always played your cards right and i always held on a little too tight always said the words you weren't saying 'cause you were saying goodbye, love you'll be alright goodnight may your dreams lead you to something something out there better than what i could never be goodbye, love you'll be alright goodnight may your dreams lead you to something something out there better than what i could never be what i could never.... .................................................................... return to top cocoon music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2005 hope is on the hunt tonight putting out this fire but desperate are the waiting of the hours as the ashes cease to blow under the covers of fallen dreams hides a fading light you know you started this storm violent in me, i'm determined determined to fight this heartbreak and rainbows under skies blowing over i'll never be your one, no fallen by the wind of this love be careful how you wake the sleeping baby, turn around so indefinite the consequence of falling down no longer under me you slide away, hell my insecure denial ending and i've decided a storm is all you'll be and this storm's ending with heartbreak and rainbows under skies blowing over i'll never be your one, no fallen by the wind of this love sunlight it's time to wake the stars believe all alone it's time to let the scars in between oh cocooned is such a restless state... heartbreak and rainbows under skies blowing over i'll never be your one, no fallen by the wind of this love yeah, fallen by the wind of this love .................................................................... return to top |
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TIME TO FLY - EP and we're walking a line we can't even define so you say "why don't you stay? |
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lock & key music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2002 balloons with steel-toed heels i hear them popping in my sleep i feel the tread of circumstance stand on my back a carved relief the surface of a wave beaten rock smooth and worn the excuses you bought hard and cold while it all just slips away..... you never could catch me even if you bothered to try i see the way your eyes move searching for a reason why watch out for deadbolts you never lock your door for fear that someday you'll find what you're looking for someplace from which you can't get out.... but get out. get out of my mind. you take up too much time leave your excuses on the floor and save your breath i've heard this all before maybe i could learn to play learn to play just like you did you see that balloon? i saw red.....maybe it was blue kaleidoscope of metaphors each describing the one that came before but noone ever really bothers to ask and all you do is.......question watch out for deadbolts you never lock your door for fear that someday you'll find what you're looking for someplace from which you can't get out.... the wind won't carry this away and it just hangs there in the air as if there's something left to say as if you really fucking care stabbing needles i feel the heat rising please wake up, i'm slipping off the rock and there is too much, too much water here watch out for deadbolts you never lock your door for fear that someday you'll find what you're looking for someplace from which you can't get out.... but get out. get out of my mind. you're wasting all my time leave your excuses on the floor 'cause yeah, i swear i've heard this all before .................................................................... return to top father tyme music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2002 i've been searching for just one reason an empty page is all i find and i've been waiting on a passing season heel-to-toe with father tyme and i've been waiting for an explanation i've been waiting on a sign i've been waiting for one ounce of wisdom to trickle down and ease my troubled mind so i can't help you out no, i can't help you out i can't help you out.... I can't show you how i can't help you out i've been desperate but in moderation back and forth across the line and i've been careless but in observation my hands bound tight by my own insight and i've waiting for some inspiration to find it's way into the light and i've been waiting on a conversation that's worth the feeling that i might find so i can't help you out no, i can't help you out i can't help you out.... I can't show you how i can't help you out father say father stay dance along the edge of rhyme and place your hand inside of mine father say father stay be the one to catch the sun and hold the stars so i can push them away... i've been waiting on a revelation to counteract with all the lies and i've been waiting on an exhaltation a careless heart to beat like mine.... one to help me out one to show me how one to help me out father tyme....is it almost time? .................................................................... return to top the feeling music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 if you know what this is all about just let me go 'cause i've got nothing left to say that you don't already know you say you need me must you deceive me? i think you're letting go.... you've got something hiding here that you don't want to show the hesitation in your eyes tells me so but you say you need me you say believe me but i see you're letting go.... how can you say that you know who i am? how can you know what you don't understand? i know, i know you're leaving so let go.... of the feeling you know what's on my mind so let me know and i'll keep telling myself i'm better off alone 'cause i feel you're drifting something is missing i know you're letting go..... how can you say that you know who i am? how can you know what you don't understand? i know, i know you're leaving so let go.... of the feeling .................................................................... return to top radio son music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 you're an open book boy one second look and i can skim right through your soul like a "once upon a time" yeah, i listen while you spin your words of gold... it's like a story someone told me once but i'd forgotten how it goes yeah you'd like to think we'll end up together oh baby, i don't know 'cause i cried on my pillow and i fought the break of dawn and i looked to the heavens holding out for something more but this fairy tale you somehow created there's no stoppin' there's just go so i'll ride the wave and crash here together i'd like to sleep but i don't go 'cause you fly around in circles chasing all the shadows you can't sew well, you like to think they'll end up together oh but baby, i don't know 'cause I lie to the darkness and i abide to the rain and i'll race the wishful goddess backing up everything and i'm trying to find a peace of mind or something more to show my radio son keeps coming up in the morning with his sacrificial love so we turn the pages one after the other never knowing where we'll go and i wonder what becomes to those who reap what they can't sow but it's a crime to be sad to be waiting all alone well you say in the end we'll come together oh baby, i just don't know 'cause i turned away from saddness yeah i fought it to the core and i pray for fallen angels, state of love, and nevermore and i cry for my baby tell me something i don't know give me a sign, a line, or tell me 'cause i'm trying to find a peace of mind or something more to show my radio son keeps coming up in the morning with his sacrificial love it may rain on this bar song but babe, you can't be sure 'cause there's one more playin' another one's waitin' at the back door to the son..... .................................................................... return to top indigo music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 the sky's deep purple and the clouds are many and the birds are flying nowhere in my sight it's like a photograph or a painted picture and all i'm hearing's what you said last night oh and i'm so tired but i can't sleep without you here with me and it all comes down to the meaning of what we found i feel so lost inside this second coming the colors bleed together into one and talk is cheap, but baby we don't have much to spend always reachin', searchin' but it's never changing..... oh and i'm so tired but i can't sleep without you here with me and it all comes down to the meaning of what we found ......or lost in eachother so far gone for one another that we lost in eachother and my thoughts just rearrange..... yeah, the sky's deep purple and the clouds are many and the birds still fly but they're nowhere in sight you're my photograph my, my painted picture and i'm still hearing what you said last night oh and i'm so tired and i just need you here with me 'cause baby what it all comes down to is the meaning of what we found .................................................................... return to top so did you music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 minutes slip away hungry hours at your side sliding in and out of what forever took to find i know you're wrong but i play the game just the same everyone gets lonely......even you fell asleep with forever on mind awoke to learn that getting out was easier to find ....so much easier don't ask me for a reason don't expect me to come through i just needed what you had to offer and i get the feeling..... so did you the sunlight casts her preaching rays reflected on your bed and my mind is so distracted by all the things we said now it's different, now it's over, now it's what it never was .... so don't ask me for a reason don't expect me to come through i just needed what you had to offer and i get the feeling..... so did you now these minutes before us never seemed to move so slow and i'm not the first and you're not the last so i guess it's time.... to go .................................................................... return to top another lesson music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 i'm on the edge of another season lies dormant inside life's creation - a blanket of questions only ask. don't think. don't ever say too much, no the weather finds it's way from year to year holding me here.... cast aside with the shadows but you can't say that i never try ...it's falling off the edge is so much easier than jumping..... step down, get down i never thought'd come to this i feel my ship is sailing and i'm left with nothing you can't leave me here standing on the shore of another miss... yeah, another miss..... i got fifteen dollars and some change in my pocket, to my name noone's in my corner got nothing on my game but i've seen your lies, i've faked the truth and baby, don't you know by now it's all a game yeah, it's all the same it's all the same could it be? something so loud it crashed into my brain and i thought i would die boy but nothing came out 'cause nothing ever does i can't find your words in my mouth, my head, my heart and i say..... hush now baby, another lesson has begun don't look back at all the damage i have done you could just accept it say "okay, let's move on" or we could say goodbye at dawn yeah, we could say goodbye at dawn yeah, we could say goodbye at dawn i'm on the edge of another season lies dormant inside life's creation - a blanket of questions but what will happen when the last leaf falls?? will my thoughts ever touch the ground? will my hands ever reach the sky? will my heart ever see the sun? will my thoughts ever touch the ground? will my hands ever reach the sky? will my heart ever see the sun? see the sun..... another lesson's begun another lesson's begun another lesson's begun..... .................................................................... return to top in the way music and lyrics © stacy koviak, 2000 moonlight falling down casting shadows all around and in my heart i have found a secret sacred and profound moonlight walk a million miles just to see you smile you never know what you might find if you leave it all behind as i call out your name midnight winds, they carry you away and there's so much i'd like to say but the words get in the way..... moonlight wait a million years i'm holding back so many tears and in my heart i hold you near ....it's this silence that i fear and as i call out your name midnight winds, they carry you away and there's so much i'd like to say but the words get in the way..... reflection falling here before me all i want to be is everything that i can't quite reach..... forever searching, never found the hand you hold inside your heart is the one that holds you down ...the one that holds you down and i'm calling out your name but midnight winds, they carry you away and there's so much i'd like to say but the words get in the way..... the words get in the way.... moonlight falling down casting shadows all around and in my heart i've found..... .................................................................... return to top |
NEW MATERIAL - with the VA band. how quickly on my way to be yours on my way to the end you know you can't deny so divine, my baby (and) i wanted to know if you wanted me i prophesies all your lies are wasted i wanted to know if you wanted me sad, sad lights are fading but i wanted to know if you wanted me |
